Serph, [ the tone is drawn, growled, cracking when he points his emphasis: ] look at me.
[ he sees the truth, now, and maybe he was stupid to think that he could work against the clock. but now it seems unrealistic and tremendously stupid of him to think he could do this. before, love and determination had blinded him with unfaltering hope.
he doesn't seem to have that, anymore; either that, or he's understandably being more realistic the closer it approaches. ]
I'm not making it another week.
[ if he's even doing this anymore— it's for them. to make arcade's shots worth the relief before it becomes unbearable. ]
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[ he sees the truth, now, and maybe he was stupid to think that he could work against the clock. but now it seems unrealistic and tremendously stupid of him to think he could do this. before, love and determination had blinded him with unfaltering hope.
he doesn't seem to have that, anymore; either that, or he's understandably being more realistic the closer it approaches. ]
I'm not making it another week.
[ if he's even doing this anymore— it's for them. to make arcade's shots worth the relief before it becomes unbearable. ]